New beginning

Wow, I feel like my life is at the top of a mountain I have been climbing and there are so many ways to get down. It's not like I can see clearly. It's foggy. I don't know where anything is going and it's exciting and numbing and scary and getting me up way too early.

I could fall. I could fall and break a body part. Or maybe my knee will get a little scraped and I will be up and atom.

I could find a sled and coast down ever so quickly. I could fall off the sled and break a body part.

I could climb down, ever so slowly. Holding on tight and squeenching my eyes. Only peeking when I absolutely need to.

However it happens, the most important thing I can do is make my life my own. Do the best and damn the torpedos. I just hope I know how.